Up AbOvE "ME" So hIgH....!!!!!!!

Some places are special and makes us feel special.I have never expected that i would see a total wholesome greater city NEWYORK at a glance with my friends standing on the tallest building in this empire state.EMPIRE STATE BUILDING.It is a 103-story skyscraper  located in manhattan,midtown, NewYork City, at the intersection of 5th avenue and West 34th street.

NewYork is nicknamed as an EMPIRE STATE and this building has got its name from this name.It is the 4th tallest skyscrapper in United States. It has a roof height of 1,250 feet It is a very special feeling i experienced today.

On a cool evening,when the breeze makes me shiver,i can feel the warmth of sunset at the same time. New york city in its dawn i must say is beautiful in its own way.

Standing on the edge ,witnessing the greater new york city is really very thrilling.I realized that i am in a place where i could stand above the whole world.Extremes of climate,busy busy roads underneath,City's beauty with the light of dawn,for some minutes,i felt like i was in sky and the whole city appeared to be like a portrait that contained long buildings,cars,lights,moving people,rivers,and the shining clouds with the rays of sun.

Everything appeared like a magic spell of god.My presence there made me stand still for sometime and see all its beauty.I knew this post will be remained as my memory that i have visited this place today,even have some more memories here.....

I LOVE NEWYORK <3

JuZZZ mAkE "ALL" MoMeNtS sPeCiAl ...............memories unlimited<#

Do you know what’s my favourite thing to do whenever I am free?

Going back to my past and reminding the moments in the form of memories I have with me.

 Could something be so special thing to do than this?

Do you find fun in explaining a situation of your past with much excitement to your friends??

Ruminating past is the best time to everyone to wear a smile .Past may be good or bad. If its good smile smile and smile…..If it’s bad learn something new and apply to your life.

Sometimes it’s hard to face some situations, sometimes we feel like distress occupies the largest part of our life, everyone has their own problems but inspite of them, just wear a smile, it costs nothing. 

I was advised to smile everyday by one of my friend. It was an awesome quality to smile. Whoever possess it will definitely look beautiful. Smile is the best beauty feature on any face.

Life is all about making lots and lots of memories. In this process whenever you feel sad, just imagine about the future when you are going to share your memories with your loved ones, something special should be in your memories.

Whatever you do, whatever you feel everything counts on to your memories. When you talk to your grandparents and listen to their stories of their past, have you ever seen a glow on their face?? 

That is because they lived their past so happily that they could share their best memories with us.

A memory may be an incident, a person, a thing whatever it is, realizing a new fact everyday is very thrilling.

Some times travelling makes sense ....!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday i was on my way home after a long day outside.I was travelling home in "A" train (subway).I was sitting quiet feeling relaxed and was listening to music.As it was the on peak time,the train was so jam packed that i could barely see outside.
                                I could see a girl standing exactly infront of me.I could see her hands and clothes were stained with different colors,was expecting that she was a painter.She finds herself feeling so uncomfortable to stand steady,I was wondering why cant she use both her hands to take support to hold the supporting rods above.
                              Then i could see a wooden frame in her hand turned on the other side.She was trying to keep the wooden frame safe.I wondered whats so special in that guessing whether it was any of her art.Yes it was.Its a beautifully painted portrait with her hands.

                               I asked her if i could help her in holding that.She said "Its ok".I complimented her for her painting.She said thank you and was continuing saying that it was a present for her uncle.She was feeling happy about her work.I could see her aptitude and passion in that painting.I started at ot for about 15 min and i suddenly realized that she might get down the train if her stop arrives.

                              I wanted to have a snap of that .I requested her and i was glad because she said "sure you can go ahead" and there you go it was her beautiful painting...I even wanted to take a picture of her but somehow hesitated ...Anyways i could atleast have a snap of a painting of a great ARTIST...LOVED IT..

A LeTtEr tHaT mAdE mY LifE BeTtER....!!!!

New York is a city of passion I feel because the moment I stepped into this beautiful city I could do everything I wanted to .I could visualize the novelty corner of my mind and heart.Finally I could be stable at a place where I liked to.A happening that made me feel too good about me.On November 12th 2013,it was Wednesday and I decided to spend that day for my house hold works and woke up late than usual timings and felt so relaxed for having slept so long.I had a cup of coffee and was planning for that day schedule .Then somebody knocked my door and I got down the stairs with much excitement for my parcels from Amazon site as they owe me many orders which I ordered earlier.But I was not that fortunate that day may be but it was rather a letter to a person who used to reside in my house before I came here.It was addressed to a woman named Santana Salinas .It was so usual post because every week my post box will be dumped with many letters and more than half of them will not be mine.Usually people who were in this house before I came would have forgotten to transfer the address and so I have many to throw into trash every week.So I thought even this letter is of that kind.I just put it aside and went back to the kitchen to clear the previous day mess.All of a sudden that letter appeared in front of my eyes and I was surprised to realize that I have seen the letters URGENT :NEED ATTENTION on that.I went back to the place I put the letter and took into my hand.It was from ACADEMY OF CAREERS IN TELEVISION AND FILM .This thing drew my attention and I eagerly wanted to open the letter to see the content because I have never seen people enrolled in such courses and just want to seeif it was a call letter or something of that kind.

I knew it was not a mannered thing to open that and see.But I also knew that no one is going to come and pick up their letters piled up for months together.They never showed up.Before they move into trash I want to see whats it all about.So finally I opened the letter and I could read the contents of it.

To my shock it was totally a different story .Its about a girl who is studying Math but couldnot cope up with the curriculum.Her name is Wendy Salinas.The letter was addressed to her mom complaining about her academic progress by the principal of that academy Edgar Rodriguez.I was really spellbound because the contents were so intense as if she is going to face death.It was like a sort of sign giving to parents to make his/her child stressed towards academic things. First of all I couldn’t realize how could an ACADEMY OF CAREERS IN TELEVISION AND FILM teach Math and I don’t even want to bother about that.But the letter was mentioning more clearly that the child’s progress is declining day by day so drastically and she is in danger of Failing the class.

Somehow thoughts are striking my mind in many ways.I wanted to give this letter to her mom and at the same time I was thinking whether the girl really liked the course or it was a burden to her.But something was bothering her too much which is making her grades poor.I really wanted to know whats happening with her.Later after sometime I was thinking whats wrong with me and am I so worried about her.Every parent thinks good about their child and never wanted to give hard time for them.Then whats the point in interfering in other’s life when they are strangers to me.I just made myself free from that letter and placed the letter in my bag and went to the kitchen to continue my work. Everything was normal.Days passed on and another bothering day appeared in no time it was on DEC8,2013 ,I returned back from my work and as usual was searching for my posts in the post box,found couple of them and entered into my home,just closed the door and was looking at the letters .My goodness the first one itself made me ignore the other letters,it was again from ACADEMY OF CAREERS IN TELEVISION AND FILM.This time I did not hesitate to open and made an immediate attempt and read the content.It was addressed to the same woman about her kid saying that she was on Academic Probation.This really bothered me so much.Afterall it may be just a probation but its matter of her interest and her career.I then decided to reach them somehow.I immediately called up to my landlord asking for the details of the previous tenants .She was interrogating me with some annoying questions like WHAT,WHY,WHO??Annoying because right now my task is to find them and talk to her about Wendy salinas’s career.Finally after some queries she gave me her details and I m so happy that I could unfold their details.That night I was eagerly waiting for the next day morning and I just put leave to my work and wanted to find about this LETTER.I decided not to go to any conclusions till I meet them.Finally next day morning I ranged up and nobody attended the call.I left a voice message and within an hour I got a call from that number.I was asking if she is wendy’s mom,she said YES after a long pause.I introduced myselves and I asked her if she is free.She said “YES” and asked me “BUT WHY”.I was answering her that I had a bunch of letters for her and so wanted to meet her to handover them.She with much carelessness said that “I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE”.But I said that I need to meet you,its really urgent.She gave me her address and I went to meet her.Her house was in LONG ISLAND CITY.I went to her home and there was nobody home except her.She is skinny and had a fair complexion.She invited me into her house,offered a seat and a cup of coffee .We sat together and finally she asked me” WHATS THE MATTER”? I gave a pause and asked her if her daughter is at home.She said “NO” .I then handed over all the letters to her placing the most important opened letters on the top.She took them and just placed aside.I asked if she had only 1 daughter.She said “YES” and I asked her name .She replied Anna.Then I asked her “ how about Wendy”?she replied “she is my husband’s daughter”.Then I was so much worried about wendy.I asked her to have a look at her academic status.She said she doesn’t care whatever happens to her?I could imagine the situation at her home.She is the step mom of wendy.I really wanted to meet that child.I wanted to talk to her ,wanted to pacify her and wanted to know if she is happy or not?

I decided to leave that house and finally asked her

“Why is she so serious at looks”She replied me that any wife will be in a breakdown if her husband abandons her.I was shocked and I couldn’t imagine the situation of Wendy.She has neither of them to support.

I was really upset.Everyday I used to think a solution to this.Finally I wrote down to Edgar ,principal of that academy explaining What Wendy is going through.I got a reply from the principal after a week saying that she was re admitted into the academy but into the course she likes to.I was in immense happiness .Lot of happiness and contentment in my heart.The best thing I could do so far.

After 8 days ,exactly on DEC 16,2013 I could meet my Baby Wendy.She is before my house knocking repeatedly and I opened the door and I could hardly recognize her.She addressed herself as

I AM WENDY.

My goodness I could finally see her

A dIsCuSSiOn BeTwEeN a ThOuGhT aNd fEeLiNg...!!!!

Hello readers my name is FEELING and i m the slave of THOUGHT. You know I m always judged by that thought.I am born in that.My Origin and my Death is in the hands of that THOUGHT.i never knew till thought said me that both of us resides in everyone. Thought said that it will always be happy and i must be the victim most of the times.I dint trust its’ words.But my pathetic  situation arose within no time when it comes to human beings…

I came to know some facts that

I must always suffer because i must live in HEARTS of people….

The life of thought is too good because it will always be in MINDS of people…..

Why don’t u ask the reason?????

Heres  comes the strongest reason for my SITUATION…

When I was born to thought,it taught me how to live properly in this society.Thought always guides me like my mother.Althought thought wants to make me to lead my life happily,its not in our hands as both of us are in the hands of “HUMAN BEINGS”.

Human beings have two main organs MIND and HEART ….two main because i know myself and thought .thats it so i consider them important..MIND is the house of thought and HEART is the house of mine.thought said me that “FEELING,you are so sensitive as the place you live in..please learn the way to console yourself otherwise you must feel sorry because we are the DECISION MAKERS of human beings.In the process of making their decisions i can be strong because my mind to some extent will listen to me.But your heart is too weak to take any FEELING…so be cautious sweety…take care”….

This is my life.Though i am a feeling i have nothing to feel good or bad  because its all in the hands of a HUMAN BEING.

Are you not believing my words????

Oh gosh!!!!

Then you must listen to my complete STORY…….

WHEN THOUGHT LEFT ME………….!!!!

THOUGHT gave me all kinds of cautions about human beings and asked me to be strong and lead a peaceful life.I guess thought forget that i must be the sufferer at any cost..I prayed that i must not get hurt by anyone. But these humans create such situations that “I AM THE REASON FOR THEIR WRONG DECISONS”some times they applaud me sometimes they curse in such a way that i cant FEEL anymore and will always be left with a frown in my head………

Days passed on and i learnt to live myself in the hearts of people….

Sometimes people treat me so well and those happiest days are too less in my life….anyways having those days is really too great for me after listening to ‘THOUGHT”.

WHEN THOUGHT MADE ME SMILE………!!!!

My thought mom always ignites me to come of humans……you know there are some kinds of people who don’t possess me in their heart…their heart is callous and i heard that they are called as STONE hearted persons….THOUGHT  always makes fun of such people because they will receive utmost abuses from others and the reason is THEY LACK ME and thought reminds me about such kinds of persons and i do smile too much for that…..

WHEN THOUGHT MADE ME SHED TEAR…!!!!

This problem arises when the thoughts of me and thought don’t sync with each other….in such cases when the humans get weaker and cry i too get tears because i too get hurt too much…But then THOUGHT tries to console me .Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t……

WHEN THOUGHT AND ME FAILS TO DO OUR DUTY…!!!!

It is when students write their exams….THOUGHT doesn’t step out of their minds and they suffer a lot but this time they wont  get hurt and so I M HAPPY for this……

MY EXPERIENCE WITH “LOVE”

In the so called LOVE …i will start reacting faster than thought and after my reaction thought starts its action..But my goodness iv e to be utmost cautious with this LOVE..some people say that LOVE is all trash and some people say that LOVE is great. whatever  i am the novice of this LOVE….many people live happily in this relation and some fail to be happy..people who fail to be happy don’t accept that the fault is within them..as usual they blame me..but i don’t care because i can witness many success stories and i ignore the people who find faults with me….

MY EXPERIENCE WITH “FRIENDSHIP”

Even in this relation i am the MONARCH  and in the process of starting this relation i got a new friend “SOUL”.when i ignite friendship in humans this SOUL makes them together and so friends are also called as SOULMATES….nice to hear na!! When it comes to LOVE and  FRIENDSHIP…THOUGHT doesn’t participate much…..

MY EXPERIENCE WITH “FAKE”…………!!!!

You know i literally hate these people….to the max…….

They don’t like me and they give the least priority to me….

They do their works ignoring me and importance of me….

They only live with THOUGHT and don’t even bother about me..

They live in a FAKE world….

.But some day they will realize the importance of me!!!

MY EXPERIENCE WITH TRUTH………!!!!

TRUTH always makes me happy and feel good for myself….

TRUTH always wins and i owe a lot to it…..

MY FEELINGS………!!!!!

I am a sensitive part of you…i am a true part of you…i am a trustworthy part of you

I don’t know the way i make you feel….i never knew that i am the thing that makes you either happy or sad.its all happening without my interference…all that i can say strongly is that i am created by THOUGHT but those are yours and so i can finally say that YOU are the maker of your life…

MYSELF and THOUGHT are dependent on you exclusively…please never blame us for your deeds

Similarly never applaud us for your happiness……

We are just the carriers of your innateness …….but you people are in a wrong perception that we will always hurt you…we are just the audience of your lives……………

But the fairest thing of us is we love helping you and we love accepting your success and failures..

Because you gave us a means to live and that too in your mind and heart….

We both owe you a lot n lot….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EmOtIoNaL tOuCh...!!!

DEFINING EMOTIONS

All the happenings between any relation are carried by emotions…

An expression of a feeling, be it happiness or agony, can be carried by an emotion..

Emotions are a vent to innate feelings. One can let other people know about how they feeling the form of emotions. These Emotions are a beautiful way of expression. Emotional moments carry lot of value in one’s life. A person can be seen in a unique way while he is carrying an emotion. It makes one to show their true self.

Emotional moments has a very big role in everyone’s life. They can do miracles.They can ruin one’s life.Yes emotions are extremes of feelings,they are involuntary actions of feelings,a FEELING when seen in its extreme level becomes an emotion.

Everything in this world has good and bad and so are emotions

I am a student and I have many experiences in which emotions are of key role.I decided to put these in a book because MY EXPRESSION OF EMOTION IS WRITING…

I have seen emotions binding people,emotions break people .I was literally in very deep interpretation how can emotions be so extreme and change many lives..

Basically I am an emotional person and I value them a lot,the role of emotions in my life is to the zenith.I love to be emotional because when I was in emotion,my mind works,my heart supports me and thoughts struck to my mind like flashlights…

 

I choose to be emotional because I never knew that these emotions also can destruct relations if we are unaware to deal with them.

I am a pampered younger daughter to my parents.Since my childhood I was in MOLLYCODDLE…so I used to get whatever I wish to.Never ever my parents  rejected me in anything.The reason is not because I am the younger one,its because I use to make them happy by doing good at my school,extracurriculars and so on.So I was really a feel good baby for them.But when days passed by, I grew stubborn and always used to WEEP whenever I hear a NO from them.Crying was my very bad habit. Tears were  way to show my emotions.My dad had warned me not to behave like a kid.I gave deaf ear to him and I continued to be adamant at every issue in which I heard a NO.

Till my bachelors I was like that.Somehow they were ok with me.My dad once spoke to me and said “EXPERIENCES TEACH YOU EVERYTHING”.

 

Your emotions are your actions

Whenever you do anything,the outcome may be a reason for your emotion .

 Your emotions are your thoughts

When you think of an incident or a person ,you may smile or you may cry .they will obviously make you emotional ...

Anything you like makes you emotional

Anything which you don't like may be emotional

Yes being an emotional person is in your hands.Some never chose to deal with emotions ,they want to be logical..sometimes they will be benefitted ,sometimes they will miss the emotional pleasures ...

Emotions are a world of feelings .Any feeling can be shown in an emotion ...

Emotional times

When a baby is born ,the emotions of a mother cannot be explained.Such emotions are worth watching...the emotional touch when mother sees and touches her baby is spellbound.

The pleasure she gets after seeing her own baby she has been carrying since 9 months.Every moment she feels the pleasure see her image.

Emotional back ground

Some people have memories and they often make them emotional .Passing away of their loved ones,reminding their absence makes them feel emotional ...

Emotional touch

When a loved couple are together ,their wedlock makes them emotional .The bond tied at that moment for their lifetime makes them feel emotional...

When a gut expresses his love to his girl and when she waits for that lovely moment,can you define their emotional level???

OH MY GOD what a moment

Every young lass awaits this moment

A woman who has been waiting to be a mom,when comes to know tht she is pregnant ,can you limit her excitement and can you measure her emotions at that moment

A mother after hearing that his son has won in a competition ,there is -any  limit for her happiness ?

all these instances are emotional moments and they are priceless